You're waiting for something.
It doesn’t have a word to describe it. Not in any language that I know.
But I’ve received it, and I’ve felt it as I’ve sat with people.
That space without need for contortion.
A space to hold the vastness of the dreaming.
Where what you know can be embodied and can move into form.
This is potency. This is potentiation.
When the creation takes you.
A portal into deeper presence where nothing is put in and yet there is an increasing of the space around you. Where you can actually breathe more deeply. You can slow down. Where you don't have to know anymore because you can feel your way through the space and the silence. Where there’s room for you to exist both in your glorious irrational complexity and in what is immanent beneath all of the noise that is so fucking simple and piercing and true.
You're waiting for the conditions that allow you to move without exile.
And that allow you to notice the things that are too close up to see.
After an incubatory hiatus for some time of deep recalibration, I’m so excited to share with you two new offerings this month!
MUNDANE MAGIC
I’ll be presenting at the Midwinter Mundane Magic Summit at the end of January!
Here’s a sneak peek of my offering:
THE PRACTICE BEGINS CLOSEST IN
We all have stories about what “practice” is supposed to look like. Whether it’s our own relationship to nourishment and replenishment, the metabolizing of ancestral trauma patterns that live inside our bodies, or the deepening into our creative life work, there are myriad “shoulds” that we berate ourselves with. But what if practice could be experienced not as an event or demand, but an ongoing process of subtle attunement?
The Mundane Magic Summit is especially meaningful to me as the weaving of people involved includes both dear friends and my primary teachers of primordial nourishment and animist attunement practices. It very literally is a tangible web of village for me. I’m humbled and honored to be sharing my work alongside this potent web of mycelial kin—it feels like the animist ecosystem that has informally been growing over social media and virtual zoom classes over the past five years is really being able to blossom now, and I’m so excited to see what it will become!!!
You can check out this awesome and hilarious video from my dear friend Laurel to give you a sense of the vibe of the conference.
And then introducing a new modality that will be the new central core of my practice:
RELATIONAL FIELD CONSULTING FOR CREATIVE POTENTIATION
There is a primary energetic field from which all life is sourced. This field is a forming consciousness, a weblike structure of relational tissues that are shaping all the patterns of reality. When our perception is tuned towards this primal web of unseen presence, there is a tangible ground orienting us, a resonance that opens us to movement, possibility, and play.
I am a Relational Field Weaver. My work is Creative Potentiation.
There are particular creations coming through from this field right now, offerings essential to these times— stories, maps, and structures that are their own Creative Organisms, shaped from a wider dreaming. They will open up other layers of perception and possibility, totally different reality fields to land in, to orient by, as our old realities fall apart.
These Creative Organisms are in the process of seeding a new lived aesthetic that can become a culture, setting the template for this possible reality, making it tangible, existing in the present moment, allowing people to feel what might become.
As a Relational Field Consultant, I tend the interfaces between Creative Organisms and the humans who are bringing them into being.
You are essential to your creative process: your wellbeing, your intimacy, your satiation and presence and nourishment. And it is this deep attunement to the intimacy of your own beingness that allows you to really play.
Your creativity doesn't need to be problem solved. The primal honesty of your knowing, the patterns, presences, poetry dreaming through you is not and has never been a problem.
The part of you that is a creator has an exquisite sensitivity to timing. An exquisite sensitivity to when the potency is ready to emerge. The actual embodiment of your expression can never be forced to expose itself.
Potency, actual creative life force, the core of you—exists in its own time. And things can transform, shapeshift, reorganize, become clear in an instant when there is both grounding and sourcing from within this other temporal reality.
You already have everything you need. You are complete and it is the accompaniment of your completeness that you crave, because that is what allows what is immanent within you to emerge.
Let me accompany you in the completeness of what you know, in the fullness of what is wanting to be born through you.
This week I have space to play with two creators who are a threshold moment with the enormity of their creative projects.
As I am incubating Relational Field Consulting, for this week only I will be doing sliding scale consults with open ended messaging integration.
This is coming from a totally different place from anything I’ve ever done before.
Reach out if you want to play with me.